He enters and straight away
he smells the cheap perfume
and the cigarette smoke.
The broken dreams
and the sexual desperation.
The music is insanely loud,
the floor is a burial ground for
Marlboros, Winstons, Pall Malls and Camels
and the weak and the ugly are spewed out
before the final strike of the 2 AM gong.
He sits on a stool,
casually flicking the ashes of his smoke
on the used up carpet.
He drums his fingers on the counter,
pretending to like the song that’s playing,
even though he’s never heard it before
and actually hates it.
He sips his beer and once in a while looks around,
without looking around,
hoping to make eye contact with a woman
who could be might be should be
going home with him.
Then it’s time for everybody to be kicked out
and he stumbles on the sidewalk,
turning his collar up.
The flashing red of a street light
is reflected in a puddle of sick in the gutter
and he lights one last cigarette,
hoping The Amazon will step out
and leave with him.
But he drives home alone with himself
and, in his cold bed, all his hate and anger
squirts out into his fist
before he falls asleep and dreams of what
could be might be
Will be.
He enters and straight away
he smells the cheap perfume
and the cigarette smoke.
The broken dreams
and the sexual desperation.
The music is insanely loud,
the floor is a burial ground for
Marlboros, Winstons, Pall Malls and Camels
and the weak and the ugly are spewed out
before the final strike of the 2 AM gong.
He sits on a stool,
casually flicking the ashes of his smoke
on the used up carpet.
He drums his fingers on the counter,
pretending to like the song that’s playing,
even though he’s never heard it before
and actually hates it.
He sips his beer and once in a while looks around,
without looking around,
hoping to make eye contact with a woman
who could be might be should be
going home with him.
Then it’s time for everybody to be kicked out
and he stumbles on the sidewalk,
turning his collar up.
The flashing red of a street light
is reflected in a puddle of sick in the gutter
and he lights one last cigarette,
hoping The Amazon will step out
and leave with him.
But he drives home alone with himself
and, in his cold bed, all his hate and anger
squirts out into his fist
before he falls asleep and dreams of what
could be might be
Will be.
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